"don't cross me, I'll kick your ass"

Here I am! I'm back!
Things have been so Ka-ray-z around here, I haven't been in a great state of mind for doing this.
I told myself I was going to keep my blogging on a positive note and not use this as a spot to just sit and bitch! I do that enough! Well I haven't felt very positive lately. For the past few years I've had a fairly drama free life, but lately it's been pouring in. You may have noticed I even deleted a blog. I thought it was sweet and on a positive note BUT it bothered the person of topic. So out of guilt, I deleted it. Now I am remorseful. I wish I kept it. Those were my words, my feelings and now there gone. So I am going to give a short version in the paragraph below, and then we're going to leave the subject alone.

YES. I love my ex husband. My husband knows, understands and is OK with it. Perhaps I can rank it for you. I probably love him more than my dog, but less than my kids, and nowhere near or anywhere close to how much I love my husband. I also feel very protective of him, like a child. But I can't protect him from his own bad decisions, I'll just have to protect our child. I wish he could stand on his own two feet. Adulthood doesn't suit him. Neither does decision making. These are the reasons I divorced him. It makes a whole lotta sense that this would be why we're arguing now! Topic over.

So between that, some drama with my oldest kid, and some drama at my store, my head has been in a rather dark place. But, I'm crawling towards the light. I'm working through the drama with my ex (I have to, he is still part of my family) I'm kicking my kid in the ass, and my staff is learning this is not a good time to f*** with me. At least with them if they piss me off to the point of no return, I can fire them. I'm stuck, happily, with everyone else. I haven't been sitting and moping. I've just been in a "don't cross me, I'll kick your ass" state of mind. I'm getting back to the happy housewife state of mind.

You should know I am the nicest bitch you will ever meet. AND I really am praying for patience, it is a virtue that I do not have but really wish I DID!

So, I have been blogging in my head. I have a few topics I've been working on and will get out there soon. Here is a list.
1. My Anniversary- It was wonderful.
2. School starting back
3. Diet Coke
4. The name and website of my blogspot
5. HCG Diet
6. Stock piling- weird, huh?

So there you go ladies. My 2 little followers.